Now more than I ever I notice
that it's all about viewing the world
through different lenses, and choosing most
often to see the benefit 
of using a positive lens.
A little brighter, a little lighter,
more slowly, more clearly, more fully.

It's always always always 
been this way.
Me holding up the floor,
watching glasses shatter,
and windows shake.
I'll let the earth
bring us back
to the ground.
I'll watch the wind
blow the roof
off the house.
You'll crawl out,
screaming,
bawling,
and I,
I'll once more
pour the foundation for
the walls, which will soon
come crumbling down,
and I'll beg you,
close the door, close the door.

My heart flies high
no matter how hard you try
to convince me of the reality
of your precious demons,
and broken dreams.

I will listen, but keep my eyes open
and let you bring yourself down down down.
No one will save you, no one but you.