Sit down.

I'm an idiot. I often hate myself.
I say no when I mean yes.
I say yes when I mean HELL NO.
I downplay and ignore the good,
I ruminate on everything else.

I'm learning how to turn this ship around.
I am a fortress, a castle made for movement.
I am steadfast, yet soft, ever flowing.
I'm done ignoring praise,
I'm the one shouting from the rooftops
I AM MORE THAN ENOUGH
I AM BEYOND MAGNIFICENT
I AM ENDLESSLY EFFECTIVE
I AM FIERCELY RELEVANT

and you puny haters, insignificant doubters
can take a seat. You are meaningless, irrelevant, obliterated.